today went out with zareen...was supposed to study... err we din... spent the time shopping and talking instead...was great catching up with u girl!! today nat day but all the shops were open and like town was ultra crowded!! manz... bot a top frm zara... and za bot a shirt for her bro... hope he liked it girl haha... after u spent sooooooooooo long choosing, he better have :) but i think i spent as long choosing bread frm bread talk haha... and the mushroom thing is super nice!! tho its ultra big too haha... anyway was just really fun being with her today lah!! missed her like mad... missed deb and rub and jac and of cos batman herself... what did batman say to robin when he opened the car door?? manz... za and i were talking abt how much we missed her... so if ur reading this darling... better come back soon k!! we love u loads... and come back during ur birthday!! den we can celebrate with u in style haha... rmeber all the fun fun birthday celebrations we had... like half the time is at nydc haha... and the other half at swensens or soemthing... is it coming out yet????? hmm cant wait to meet za and the rest again... i bet she cant too haha after all, i owe her like $20+ felt really bad cos forgot to bring money today and still spent so much haha oops... thanks anyway girl :) oh man ive been spending money liek mad... owe char alot of money oso... hiyo!! im like bad bad bad!! haha... keep buying stuff sighz... i go out too much i think... must study more!! like my woprk is slipping like mad... hmm den liek din use the hols to buck up at all!! just been playing like mad sighz... but today nat day!! yay haha... okok abt out of pt but well... great stuff sia... nat day is fun... so many pple were wearing red today... za and i thot it was so funny haha... hmm so sad... just remebered tt i cant go for the ten tenors cos i day before chinese ct... crap lah... really wish i din have to take chinese!! den so many probs will be gone sighz... but well maybe is a trial God ispoutting me thru... hmm was tokking to marcus during lect abt my goals... i really think i base too much of my life on my goals in life manz... getting into med sch is so impt to me... im so scared tt God will take it frm me... as in tt He wun want me to do it... cos my life has been so good... surely i deserve some big trial sooner or later... qt scary lah i dunno wad to think oso hmm... just need to pray and i guess... no matter how much it means to me, it doesnt mean more than God and at least He will never leave me... :) have been skipping qt recently... feel really bad... been drifting away... must try to get back to Him... its cos like ive got loads of library books to read... and ive been so starved of books recently tt i stay up late reading... until my eyes cant open anymore... and normally i do my qt b4 i sleep... so yah... hmm... dunno lah haha... i seem to dunno alot... anyway rena came back frm indon today... so recs going out tml yay... shes only been gone for so short den miss her already... when she goes america will super miss her alot!! haha... sometimes i really wish i had someone in my class tt i can be really close with... and jac said she agrees with char tt the first impression tt i give pple is tt im flirty! i so am not lah! madness... haihz... haha... so many things to think abt but yet im not really concerned abt those stuff... only the goals thing... hmm oh well tml is church yay haha i like church... sometimes for the wrong reasons too! haha... oops oh well but mainly is or correct reasons lah so its ok :)